my nekchan

This is my buddy. I bought it here in The UK. Just about 2 pounds. I've bought one of this before in Malaysia for someone but it died because the person is too exited to water it.haha..never mind...I'll try my best to take care of  my buddy and see after three years am I manage to grow it?hmm...wait for it..My Nekchan will grow healthy and big....

My NEKCHAN

Oh momonku.....

My Lovely Momon

Every night I can't sleep without my momon, It is freaking awesome, cute and soft. 

I can sleep just by hugging it for 2 minutes then I'll lost in my sleep.

 It is very comfy and moreover it is something that really meaningful to me. 

Although I'm far from her but as I hold momon I know that she is always in my heart. 

In my heart. All the time. And I know that she will never 

stop loving me till her last breadth.  

Love you dear.....

Flu

This is my first time I got flu here in the UK. It has made me very uncomfortable.

 I can't focus in the class. I was very sleepy throughout the day. 

My head was very heavy. All I did in class was just listen but my mind was blank.

 Don't know what the lectures were trying to say. I really hate this situation.

 Hope that my flu will recover soon. Today is like my worst day as I really passive in class.

 Don't know what am I doing. I was sneezing in class. It was really disturbing and annoying.

 Hmm...Throughout the class my eyes was warm and my nose is itchy. It was cold. 

The reason being why I got the flu is maybe because yesterday  went out in one piece and

 only wearing a piece of cloth. Not wearing my sweater and so on. I thought that it won't be that cold. 

But, that day was very cold. I was shaking. It was like being immersed into the refrigerator.

 I can't stand the cold. I regret of wearing just a piece of cloth.

 The next day I start to feel bad.. My body was weak. 

Then my nose starts to become itchy. Then I realise that I am having flu..

Hmmm...I really hate when I have flu. everything seems to be hard to me. I can't do almost everything. 

My head can't think of anything . It is like jam. I'm stuck. 

Aaaaaarrrgggghhh.....!!!

Flu....please leave me alone... I wANT TO BE HEALTHY......

Sorry if I'm wrong

People make mistakes. Sometimes we don't even realise that we are making mistakes. 

It is not what we meant to do but shit does happen without our conciousness. 

Sometimes we made promises, but sometimes we do not realise that maybe

 accidentally we have break a promise. Things do happen. No body is perfect.

 The most important is you just need love somebody who is imperfect, perfectly.

 Than you will realise and feel that true love does exist. 

"Perfection only can be achieved when one person completed the other person."

I do love you since we met, since I know who you r, since I realise that you r special, since I realise that you r the one and my love for you will never fades but blooming before, now and forever it will be. And I promise you, you will be the one if God will. 

Sorry for my mistakes

harshness

'I love you not for who you r but what I am when I am with you'

love,

sayang..

I'm playing squash????

yeah!today is my off day. I don't have class for today because I'm in the group B. The group A has class today. So this morning I went to the coventry city to cash in my money. Then I went to the sport direct to change my shoes. I am very impress with the service that is provided in the sport direct because when I went for exchange, I did not bring the receipt because I lost it. But the thing is she trusted me and allowed me to get another shoes for exchange. It was so amazing!!!I'm feel very happy about it. Then I went to Chicken Cottage to have lunch. I've ordered 16 pieces of chicken 4 fries and two large beverages and guest what, the meal is for 2 person...haha. It was huge meal. I've manage to finish the meal after inviting some friends to join me. Then I went back and my house mate offer me to play squash with him. It was my first time playing squash. I never touch or been to a squash court before. It was such a wonderful experience. I played quite well as the technique is not much different from badminton. However I've injured my elbow because I swing the racquet too hard. I've sprayed some medicine I think it should be ok. Then after that I have dinner at the MSA gathering. It was such an amazing event. Good food, can get to know more Malaysian, Brunei, and singaporean. And now, I'm home!

I'm sorry

Let's READ.....!!!

The first class was ok. I can follow the class quite good. Their language is quite simple and easy to understand. Some reading materials were given and I need to read it and answer some questions and make short notes out of the reading materials. It is good for me because through this process I can learn things properly and more efficient. Hopefully I can go through with all the challenges throughout my study in this term. Wish me luck guys..I'll try my best to make my family proud of me. Insya Allah..Amin

"This I Promise You"

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,

Bring tears to your eyes

And all that surround you,

Are secrets and lies

I'll be your strength,

I'll give you hope,

Keeping your faith when it's gone

The one you should call,

Was standing here all along..

And I will take

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you

This I promise you

I've loved you forever,

In lifetimes before

And I promise you never...

Will you hurt anymore

I give you my word

I give you my heart (give you my heart)

This is a battle we've won

And with this vow,

Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)

Each loving day (each loving day)

I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you..

This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)

When I hear you call

Without you in my life baby

I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)

You in my arms

And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)

Till the day my life is through

This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes 

Each loving day (each loving day)

I know this feeling won't go away (no..)

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Every word I say is true

This I promise you

Ooh, I promise you... 

This is my promise

Dear Loved Ones, 

Here are my promises to you:

• As I come back after three years, we will get engage
• During my time in The UK, I'll behave
• I promise I will always love you
• I promise I will never forget to miss you
• I promise I never forget our promises
• I promise I will marry you maybe 2016
• I promise I'll write to you or text you
• I promise to make sure you are updated with my life in UK

I want you to know that I promise to love you miss you care about you previous, now and forever. 

Sincerely,

your love

Cooking?Oh...come on...

Can somebody teach me how to cook please.....!!!

life in the UK

Assalamualaikum..

Ibu, ayah,keluarga...sayangku,sahabat sekalian....

Alhamdulillah di kesempatan ini saye akan berkongsi sedikit sebanyak tentang kehidupan saye di UK sepanjang saye berada di sini selama 8 hari ni...

untuk entri ni..next time saye update lg...sayang maaf dady x post entry baru..dady just need time.

Ok. I've arrived in the UK on the 2nd of October 2010. I took a MAS plane from KLIA to London.
The flight took 13 hours but I was not bored because there was tv and games to watch and play.
They also served foods for the passengers. I sat in the middle of the plain.
All of us were wearing suit on the lucky day. It was such a sad day to leave our loved ones. Tears were pouring everywhere on my face. I could see the sad faces among my friends and parents.
My love ones cried non stop. I think for 2 days..
Hmm...I don't know what to do. I don't have any choice but to go for UK to further my study.
It is a one in a life time opportunity. Among thousands of students I am chosen
to be given place to further my study in the UK.
More than 200 students are being sent to UK on that day. It is mixed with the
PPC and KPM students. Here I stay off campus.

I do not stay in the room provided by the campus but
I stay in a house some where in Coventry. The road named Queensland Avenue.
I have got the offer for accommodation on campus which is roots but I have rejected it.
The reason why I did so is because the rent is cheaper. I can save a lot of money if I stay off campus. Moreover the house that I rent now is the cheapest house that you can find in Coventry.
It is 150 per month including the electric fees and foods. I'm happy because
all my house mates are muslim and male. There are 4 rooms all together in this house.
6 people staying in  this house including me. On the first day I arrived in this house,
I was very shocked because it was messy and full with stuff.
According to the story by the senior this house has been rent since 1994 by muslim students.
They stayed here but when they leave, they did not bringtheir things back.
They leaved them in the house. The house is more likely looks like a store.

 My housemates are syafiq, acap, chip,kamal n abang jo. On the first day in this house acap
 had bought me a cupboard. It is very big. 3 doors with shelves. It is very nice. He bought it from IKEA.
However the problem was we need to assemble the woods ourselves.
So, we just follow the manual and our best to assemble it. It took 2 hours to assemble the cupboard. Actually, at first the cupboard is meant to be acap's cupboard but because
 he is a kind person he donates the cupboard to me because he sees my things are so many.
 It cost him 69pounds. It is not cheap but he gave it to me. How nice he is...thanks acap.

The weather here is cold. I couldn't stand the cold on the first day and I was jet lag.
 Although I was wearing a thick sweater but I still can feel the cold.
 The temperature is 15 degree Celsius. I stay off campus so I need to take a bus to the University.
 It takes 20 minutes by bus from my place to the University.
The bus here are all double decker. The bus fare is 1.50 per way but you can get
 the day saver ticket for one day travelling for 3.2 pounds.

My roomates is chip. I need to share bed with him as there is only a bed in the room.
gratefully the bed is queen size. It still can fit in 2 people. Usually in the house in Malaysia
 they use aircond but here they use heater.

 Since the first day I was here
 the house is occupied with wifi and tv channels. The internet connection is very fast as fast as
100 megabytes. It is very fast that you can download movie in just 8 minutes.
It is great that this house has wifi so that I can online free and contact my loved
ones and family in Malaysia. I'm very proud to be a Malaysian.

 The people here is nice and helpful. Only when they are normal.
I mean when they are drunk they lost their normal way of thinking. They might harm you.
 Usually, after 5pm most of the locals will warm up themselves by taking alcohols.
The problems is they may lose control on their action.
So be aware...

Life as a University student is not easy, we are being based on our performance in
class and also our reading. They will know how far have we read and how many
books have we read just by looking at our points and elaborations in our assignment.
 Here they aspect us to work on ourselves. Independent learning.

 For the first year,
 there are three terms for us to go through. Each term is three months. The first year's result
will not counted as long as we pass the exam, we may have chance to continue our second year here.
 In the class there are only us, meaning 52 of us from MALAYSIA are placed in the same class
 and we are not mixed with the locals.

We may interact with the locals by joining clubs and society.
It is our opportunity to get to know their attitudes,cultures and also belief. The most important thing is when we make friends with the locals we may have high possibilities to learn their accent.
 It is very nice to speak to them because they can speak very well as the language is their mother tongue. They can speak non-stop and with a high speed. They have a lot of ideas to say.
Maybe they read a lot. At first it was very hard to catch up with their accent.
I only understand some words when they speak.

 Another problem is I can understand them but it is hard for me to reply to them.
 I need time to think of words and correct sentences. I am aware of my grammar when I
speak as I don't want people to look down on me or make fun of me.
Although I know that it sounds funny sometimes. People says, we need to learn from mistakes and practice makes perfect. So almost everyday I have made conversation with the people from different countries.
We spoke English.

The results are amazing because within 4 days I can already understand 70% when they
 speak although it still hard. I also can speak to them without fear. My communication skills also have been improving since I was here.

 The university is very big. There are varieties of faculties available here.
Students from different countries have come here to studies different kind of courses. Their dress code is yeah...you knew it. Most of them wear sexy shirts,shorts skirts, they are blond and tall. I wonder why they are so fair, tall and their nose is beautiful. Hmm...I hope I could be like them but now I already grateful on how God has made me.

 During the sports fair, I've joined the badminton club.
 I need to pay 5 pounds for the club fees and also the fees for the Warwick Sports Centre Club fees which cost me a total of 50 pounds.
 It is quite expensive to me but it worth it because I can use almost every facilities that are available in the sports centre such as the badminton court, swimming pool, tennis court, football court,
basketball court and many more. The member card valid for one year.
I can booked a court one hour each day. They provide the net but the shuttles
 you have to bring your own but they also sell it at the counter. Moreover whoever does
not have any racquet may rent it with 1.86pounds each.

Talking about badminton I'm very into this sport as I played badminton since I was 12.
 Badminton is all about speed and power. The techniques also important to make you a good player.

To cut it short, I've went to the trials on the 6th of October. I played for Malaysia.
 I'm very proud to be Malaysian. I started the game very well by beating some white guys.
Although they are much taller than me, but it does not meant that they are better than me.
The fighting spirit is the main role in winning a game. I managed to continue to the next stage which was the second trial on the next day. t was not an easy mission.

 In the first trial there were three different classes for badminton players.
The first one is beginner, next is intermediate and finally the advanced player.
 I went for the advanced player. Among the advanced player, the badminton group members have filtered some of us to go for the second trial. It means that in the second trial only good player will play.

 During the second trial, the team members have decided to choose only 13 players to join the badminton team among 50 to 60 players. After having matches with other players.
 The best among the best players were chosen I'm very lucky to be chosen as one of the player in the team. It was like a dream come true. I'm very happy.
It was a record for me to play badminton with people all around the world and finally I was chosen to be the best among the best. Alhamdulillah. I hope to perform better in the future in the team. The next practice is on Tuesday 12th October at 7.30pm. I can't wait to go for the practice.

Here I need to use UK Lebara number which is 07586764911.
Lebara to Lebara is free text and free call. the rate for calling to Malaysia is 5 pence and for text is 10 pence per text.

Tomorrow is going to be my first day to lecture.
 I'm kind of nervous because some of the seniors have spoken to me about the lecture.
They said that I will going to be very busy with my works and researches.
 I hope that I can cope with the lesson and syllabus.
Wish me luck guys.

Love you all...

Wassalam