13th December 2011

Showing off my new shirt. Full set brand new!!!

Today, I went to Birmingham New Street with friends.

 Searching for some stuff. Its Christmas month. 

There are many small stalls opened at the Victoria Square in Birmingham.

 here are many beautiful yet interesting clothes, foods and things available there. 

We went there by train. The fare is just 3.20 pounds two ways. 

Travel at 12.00 then return back around 6.30pm. We bought some things. 

I bought Hugo Boss perfume which cost me 40.50 pounds. 

Then a shirt, jacket and jeans which cost me 34pounds. 

Then we have dinner at Wokstatic which is a susyi restaurant here. We take the buffet deal which cost us 14.89 pounds each person. 

Hmm..from yesterday and today, I've already spent around 150pounds. It is a lot of money. but now, my saving still have 2145pounds.Hope that I can manage my money. 

Planning to bring some stuff back to MAlaysia, 

so need to save some money for the boxing day after Christmas.

 For sure I won't go back with empty handed....hiiihi... that's all for now. 

My life here is just normal. Can get used to the weather already. 

The food and have friends always be by my side to help.

 So, I feel fine here. My study?this first year here is not counted for the total result of my course

.As long as I pass the exam, I may further my study here. I think it is not a problem. 

Hope so. For the three month here, 

I can manage to cope with the course syllabus and the lecture.

 I can understand their ascent. They talk clearly and slow mode. 

I can ask and contribute my opinion in class. So, not to worry so much about my life here. 

I'm fine here. I'll promise to perform here. 

Not to forget all my loved ones in MAlaysia.. LOve you all!!!

can't wait to go back to Malaysia this summer. 

I'm planning to go back on 6th July 2011 and come back to UK on 1st October 2011. 

Hmm...I have chance to celebrate her birthday next year!

yeay!!!!

I Love You Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment her

She wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful

Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.html

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause girl you're amazing

Just the way you are

Life is not easy....

In this world not everything that we expect, 

we can get it just the exact way that we want things to be like.

 Sometimes things do make us feel down, sad and frustrated. Life is like a circle. 

Sometimes you may feel happy sometimes you feel that the world just against you. Everything seemed to be so complicated. You might not know who you are any more, 

you may not become how people expect you to be before.

 It is really not easy to fulfil everyone's expectations. 

Everything seems to be not fine. When you try to be yourself, people start to judge you. 

Sometimes I do feel like life is sometimes lack of honesty. 

People tend to do something that they don't like to persuade or make others satisfy.

 It is undeniable that it is good to retain the relationship. I myself do support this attitude. 

OK, that's doesn't matter. Sometimes I feel that I have been trapped in a cage.

 Can't move freely, can't enjoy the fullest of life like other people do.

 Everything that I do seems to be not right. 

Surrounding plays very important role in modelling someone into somebody else. 

The people, the culture and and the lifestyle really affect the attitude and behaviour of someone. 

But, as long as we remember God, nothing matters. 

Feelings...

Love, is a very wonderful word.

 It describes thousands of wonderful, sweet memories and meaningful moments.

 It is something abstract. some people may think that love need to be expressed in words by saying I love you, I miss you or anything. 

Some may prefer to show it through actions and some may tend to show love by giving presents.

 For me, love is something inside. People won't know the love that we have with someone.

 It is secretly saved in our own 'heart box'. 

Although we are not showing it but it doesn't reflect that we don't love the person.

 Or people may think that love only can be showed if we expressed it but I don't. 

It is difficult to make people believe us when every promise that we have made were broken. 

The trust may not slightly decay or may be totally burnt! 

In many cases I did not meant to hurt somebody's feeling but people do receive things differently. 

So, I have faced many misunderstanding situations with friends and also somebody I love.

 I always remind myself, Fir, don't you worry about this thing, life is like that.

 It is normal, in love there is no possibility of having nice and sweet moment all the times.

 Problems do exist to test the strength of the love. 

Never give up, just stay calm, face the difficulties with an open heart and always love her with all your heart and never betray her with or without her existence. 

Although I know that maybe her trust for me may almost not exist any more but 

I'm just hoping that her love for me never decay. Nobody is perfect, living without mistakes. We do need mistakes to learn from it. we do need hard time to face the challenge in the future. 

It is worth it to sacrifice now and to suffer now then to face it in the future.

 It is fine to learn something the hard way because you will never forget about it for the rest of your life. 

However, you can change for the better but you can't change someone

 until

 they want to make the move to change.

 Life is meaningful, 

enjoy every single moment of life 

as long as

you have time to be

alive.

Trust me....