Thursday, December 30, 2010

Winter has slowly gone and...

First snow

playing with snow.Its cold okay..

Hmm...It is cold in winter. It is icy cold. Feels like living in a freezer. 
The temperature is average below 
0 degree. Once has reached about -14degree Celsius.
 Can u imagine how cold it is here during winter?Hmm...yeah...maybe many of 
u guys might think that it is so fucking awesome that I can have the chance to experience the snow.
 play with the snow like how some of us might have seen it is the movie. 
Yeah..I admit that at the beginning of the was amazing.
 Can see how actually the snow falls.
 It is like nothing more than just like the white bubbles falling from the sky.
 Soft and when it comes in heavy form then it is no more enjoyable.
 It was freaking annoying. Everything is wet. Its cold. 
Cars were covered with the snow. The road is slippery, many shops were closing early
..hmm...there are so many things that kind of make your life miserable. 
In fact, just because it is cold, the white people drink a lot to make themselves warm.
 When they drink too much...then you may guess what might happen.
 Fucking retarded man starts to yelling, hitting things, breaking glass bottles and destroying the peoples' cars. 
I thought that the English people is so polite. 
But when the get stupid...everything lost. They lost their self belief and dignity. 
Many of my friends bicycles were stolen.
 In fact some even his bike has been stolen for two times!
!Can you imagine how polite the English people is?? don't just judge them through the movie and media but you have to experience it by yourself. 
Hmm..enough talking about this annoying things. 

Hmm..lets start with something more exciting...Yeap!
What am I doing during the winter?Winter is cold as I have elaborated above. 
Therefore what I do is that I spent most of the time staying at home with my lovely and awesome house mates. I learn a lot about cooking. 
Most of the time I cook for them and I get good responds from them!! is just the receipt from Uncle Google.
 haha...What else...hmm...yeah!My room was very messy and very not convenience for me to sleep, doing my assignments and inviting friends to have some chit chat. 
So, me and my room mate have decided to make some changes on our room. 
We planned something awesome. Then make our budget count. 
Then we bought some stuff in IKEA. We decorated the room very very nice and lovely.
 But the theme is not suitable for me,
 I think so but maybe the other way round for my room mate because you know
 I can breath in my own room the room is much more pleasant and inviting than before..
Many friends come and visit my new room. Most of them said that. 
OMG this is such a honeymoon suit for couples!!
 I also can't belief that I can decorate the room that beautiful almost like Eric Leong.!!
haha...maybe I got innate talent or born with the talent!haish..always like to praise myself..
If not...who else want to praise me...hehehe... 
Enough about my room...

My study section now
new look

My creation
During winter also I've made such a dumb mistakes. 
Feels like want to kill my self. You know what? 
What if let say this happens to you; you know that you need to careful when spending your money because you are still student. Then out of control, 
you just know that you have spend your money on something that you can't own it.
 Meaning just similar as throwing the money into the toilet bowl and you flush it!haaa...
.hows that sound to you?Amayzing?
And some more, the money is in pounds and it cost you about 131pounds..Yeah!
that much...If you do not feel anything about it then you are so fucking retarded..
This is what happens to me. I have cancel my trip to two countries which are Spain and Ireland. 
You know why?it is just because of the snow! 
Many of them said that the weather is not good. Many also advice me to not go. 
But I've booked the ticket and how can I expect to have it return back to me? Therefore, now I know..
.If I want to travel, never travel during the winter. 
Travel during summer or spring is better as the weather is not that cold, 
and the scenery is much more beautiful.
 Hmm...I could have spent that amount of money on buying stuff during the boxing day...

Yeah...!talking about boxing you all know what is boxing day?
the day which is full with boxes. Haha..just joking.
 This is happening during winter. After Christmas. 
The shops are having crazy sales. most of the shops are offering up to 75% discounts. 
I have seen this boxing day in a movie but still have doubt about it because in the movie the people are sleeping in front of the shops with tent and duvet waiting for the shop to open the next day so that they can rush into the shop and grab those stuffs inside. 
What I saw on the boxing day is almost the same thing. The shops is opening as 5 am.
 But, the people has started queuing since 4.30 am. 
Can U imagine in this sub zero weather, the people dare to stand in line just to shop?
Its awesome man...The most popular shop that becoming the main target was the NEXT. 
Opening at 5am, and at 9 am, the shop is clean.
 No shirts are seen on the shelves. T-shirts are mostly gone! 
Wow...the people really spent a lot on this boxing day. 
Talking about people shopping not forget about me myself. 
haa.......I also has lost my mnd spending nearly 300 pounds on clothes, watch, shoes,
 perfumes and also doll. This is the richest shopping experience that I have ever had. hahha...
 But for sure I did not buy all those thing for me.
 I bought them for my family. 
Crazy people shopping

But, although there are many things happens here, 
I feel that UK is a nice place to go. things here are cheap.
 chocolate are everywhere and very cheap. 
Most of the foods here are cheap and for Muslim like me we don't have to worry so much
 to find halal food because here, there are many pakistan restaurant which serve halal food. 
Since 02/10/2010 untill now 30/12/2010, I manage to say that I'm fine here. 
Nothing to worry, I know where to go, how to go and who I can trust, how I can cope with the weather,
 how can I cook, where can I eat, where to buy stuff.
 And most importantly how can I manage my study here.. 
If God will, I think everything is fine. I miss everybody in Malaysia especially my family and my love ones.. 

So...enough for now...
I'll write later in the next post if I have time and ideas.. 
Love you guys always...take your friends because they are you family no matter where 
you are and no matter how miserable is your life. 
Just appreciate your friends because they are special and never forget that if we think that 
we are so good and perfect, think back!because
 God knows better than us and there are many people out there
 is much more better than what you think you have got..hmm..
So, be good...
rise and shine...
take care..
bye!!! topman shirt

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

13th December 2011

Showing off my new shirt. Full set brand new!!!

Today, I went to Birmingham New Street with friends.
 Searching for some stuff. Its Christmas month. 
There are many small stalls opened at the Victoria Square in Birmingham.
 here are many beautiful yet interesting clothes, foods and things available there. 
We went there by train. The fare is just 3.20 pounds two ways. 
Travel at 12.00 then return back around 6.30pm. We bought some things. 
I bought Hugo Boss perfume which cost me 40.50 pounds. 
Then a shirt, jacket and jeans which cost me 34pounds. 
Then we have dinner at Wokstatic which is a susyi restaurant here. We take the buffet deal which cost us 14.89 pounds each person. 

Hmm..from yesterday and today, I've already spent around 150pounds. It is a lot of money. but now, my saving still have 2145pounds.Hope that I can manage my money. 
Planning to bring some stuff back to MAlaysia, 
so need to save some money for the boxing day after Christmas.
 For sure I won't go back with empty handed....hiiihi... that's all for now. 
My life here is just normal. Can get used to the weather already. 
The food and have friends always be by my side to help.
 So, I feel fine here. My study?this first year here is not counted for the total result of my course
.As long as I pass the exam, I may further my study here. I think it is not a problem. 
Hope so. For the three month here, 
I can manage to cope with the course syllabus and the lecture.
 I can understand their ascent. They talk clearly and slow mode. 
I can ask and contribute my opinion in class. So, not to worry so much about my life here. 
I'm fine here. I'll promise to perform here. 
Not to forget all my loved ones in MAlaysia.. LOve you all!!!
can't wait to go back to Malaysia this summer. 

I'm planning to go back on 6th July 2011 and come back to UK on 1st October 2011. 
Hmm...I have chance to celebrate her birthday next year!

I Love You Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Life is not easy....

In this world not everything that we expect, 
we can get it just the exact way that we want things to be like.
 Sometimes things do make us feel down, sad and frustrated. Life is like a circle. 
Sometimes you may feel happy sometimes you feel that the world just against you. Everything seemed to be so complicated. You might not know who you are any more, 
you may not become how people expect you to be before.

 It is really not easy to fulfil everyone's expectations. 
Everything seems to be not fine. When you try to be yourself, people start to judge you. 
Sometimes I do feel like life is sometimes lack of honesty. 
People tend to do something that they don't like to persuade or make others satisfy.
 It is undeniable that it is good to retain the relationship. I myself do support this attitude. 

OK, that's doesn't matter. Sometimes I feel that I have been trapped in a cage.
 Can't move freely, can't enjoy the fullest of life like other people do.
 Everything that I do seems to be not right. 
Surrounding plays very important role in modelling someone into somebody else. 
The people, the culture and and the lifestyle really affect the attitude and behaviour of someone. 
But, as long as we remember God, nothing matters. 


Love, is a very wonderful word.
 It describes thousands of wonderful, sweet memories and meaningful moments.
 It is something abstract. some people may think that love need to be expressed in words by saying I love you, I miss you or anything. 
Some may prefer to show it through actions and some may tend to show love by giving presents.
 For me, love is something inside. People won't know the love that we have with someone.
 It is secretly saved in our own 'heart box'. 
Although we are not showing it but it doesn't reflect that we don't love the person.
 Or people may think that love only can be showed if we expressed it but I don't. 
It is difficult to make people believe us when every promise that we have made were broken. 
The trust may not slightly decay or may be totally burnt! 

In many cases I did not meant to hurt somebody's feeling but people do receive things differently. 
So, I have faced many misunderstanding situations with friends and also somebody I love.
 I always remind myself, Fir, don't you worry about this thing, life is like that.
 It is normal, in love there is no possibility of having nice and sweet moment all the times.
 Problems do exist to test the strength of the love. 
Never give up, just stay calm, face the difficulties with an open heart and always love her with all your heart and never betray her with or without her existence. 

Although I know that maybe her trust for me may almost not exist any more but 
I'm just hoping that her love for me never decay. Nobody is perfect, living without mistakes. We do need mistakes to learn from it. we do need hard time to face the challenge in the future. 
It is worth it to sacrifice now and to suffer now then to face it in the future.
 It is fine to learn something the hard way because you will never forget about it for the rest of your life. 

However, you can change for the better but you can't change someone
 they want to make the move to change.

 Life is meaningful, 
enjoy every single moment of life 
as long as
you have time to be

Trust me....