Thursday, December 30, 2010

Winter has slowly gone and...

First snow

playing with snow.Its cold okay..

Hmm...It is cold in winter. It is icy cold. Feels like living in a freezer. 
The temperature is average below 
0 degree. Once has reached about -14degree Celsius.
 Can u imagine how cold it is here during winter?Hmm...yeah...maybe many of 
u guys might think that it is so fucking awesome that I can have the chance to experience the snow.
 play with the snow like how some of us might have seen it is the movie. 
Yeah..I admit that at the beginning of the was amazing.
 Can see how actually the snow falls.
 It is like nothing more than just like the white bubbles falling from the sky.
 Soft and when it comes in heavy form then it is no more enjoyable.
 It was freaking annoying. Everything is wet. Its cold. 
Cars were covered with the snow. The road is slippery, many shops were closing early
..hmm...there are so many things that kind of make your life miserable. 
In fact, just because it is cold, the white people drink a lot to make themselves warm.
 When they drink too much...then you may guess what might happen.
 Fucking retarded man starts to yelling, hitting things, breaking glass bottles and destroying the peoples' cars. 
I thought that the English people is so polite. 
But when the get stupid...everything lost. They lost their self belief and dignity. 
Many of my friends bicycles were stolen.
 In fact some even his bike has been stolen for two times!
!Can you imagine how polite the English people is?? don't just judge them through the movie and media but you have to experience it by yourself. 
Hmm..enough talking about this annoying things. 

Hmm..lets start with something more exciting...Yeap!
What am I doing during the winter?Winter is cold as I have elaborated above. 
Therefore what I do is that I spent most of the time staying at home with my lovely and awesome house mates. I learn a lot about cooking. 
Most of the time I cook for them and I get good responds from them!! is just the receipt from Uncle Google.
 haha...What else...hmm...yeah!My room was very messy and very not convenience for me to sleep, doing my assignments and inviting friends to have some chit chat. 
So, me and my room mate have decided to make some changes on our room. 
We planned something awesome. Then make our budget count. 
Then we bought some stuff in IKEA. We decorated the room very very nice and lovely.
 But the theme is not suitable for me,
 I think so but maybe the other way round for my room mate because you know
 I can breath in my own room the room is much more pleasant and inviting than before..
Many friends come and visit my new room. Most of them said that. 
OMG this is such a honeymoon suit for couples!!
 I also can't belief that I can decorate the room that beautiful almost like Eric Leong.!!
haha...maybe I got innate talent or born with the talent!haish..always like to praise myself..
If not...who else want to praise me...hehehe... 
Enough about my room...

My study section now
new look

My creation
During winter also I've made such a dumb mistakes. 
Feels like want to kill my self. You know what? 
What if let say this happens to you; you know that you need to careful when spending your money because you are still student. Then out of control, 
you just know that you have spend your money on something that you can't own it.
 Meaning just similar as throwing the money into the toilet bowl and you flush it!haaa...
.hows that sound to you?Amayzing?
And some more, the money is in pounds and it cost you about 131pounds..Yeah!
that much...If you do not feel anything about it then you are so fucking retarded..
This is what happens to me. I have cancel my trip to two countries which are Spain and Ireland. 
You know why?it is just because of the snow! 
Many of them said that the weather is not good. Many also advice me to not go. 
But I've booked the ticket and how can I expect to have it return back to me? Therefore, now I know..
.If I want to travel, never travel during the winter. 
Travel during summer or spring is better as the weather is not that cold, 
and the scenery is much more beautiful.
 Hmm...I could have spent that amount of money on buying stuff during the boxing day...

Yeah...!talking about boxing you all know what is boxing day?
the day which is full with boxes. Haha..just joking.
 This is happening during winter. After Christmas. 
The shops are having crazy sales. most of the shops are offering up to 75% discounts. 
I have seen this boxing day in a movie but still have doubt about it because in the movie the people are sleeping in front of the shops with tent and duvet waiting for the shop to open the next day so that they can rush into the shop and grab those stuffs inside. 
What I saw on the boxing day is almost the same thing. The shops is opening as 5 am.
 But, the people has started queuing since 4.30 am. 
Can U imagine in this sub zero weather, the people dare to stand in line just to shop?
Its awesome man...The most popular shop that becoming the main target was the NEXT. 
Opening at 5am, and at 9 am, the shop is clean.
 No shirts are seen on the shelves. T-shirts are mostly gone! 
Wow...the people really spent a lot on this boxing day. 
Talking about people shopping not forget about me myself. 
haa.......I also has lost my mnd spending nearly 300 pounds on clothes, watch, shoes,
 perfumes and also doll. This is the richest shopping experience that I have ever had. hahha...
 But for sure I did not buy all those thing for me.
 I bought them for my family. 
Crazy people shopping

But, although there are many things happens here, 
I feel that UK is a nice place to go. things here are cheap.
 chocolate are everywhere and very cheap. 
Most of the foods here are cheap and for Muslim like me we don't have to worry so much
 to find halal food because here, there are many pakistan restaurant which serve halal food. 
Since 02/10/2010 untill now 30/12/2010, I manage to say that I'm fine here. 
Nothing to worry, I know where to go, how to go and who I can trust, how I can cope with the weather,
 how can I cook, where can I eat, where to buy stuff.
 And most importantly how can I manage my study here.. 
If God will, I think everything is fine. I miss everybody in Malaysia especially my family and my love ones.. 

So...enough for now...
I'll write later in the next post if I have time and ideas.. 
Love you guys always...take your friends because they are you family no matter where 
you are and no matter how miserable is your life. 
Just appreciate your friends because they are special and never forget that if we think that 
we are so good and perfect, think back!because
 God knows better than us and there are many people out there
 is much more better than what you think you have got..hmm..
So, be good...
rise and shine...
take care..
bye!!! topman shirt

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

13th December 2011

Showing off my new shirt. Full set brand new!!!

Today, I went to Birmingham New Street with friends.
 Searching for some stuff. Its Christmas month. 
There are many small stalls opened at the Victoria Square in Birmingham.
 here are many beautiful yet interesting clothes, foods and things available there. 
We went there by train. The fare is just 3.20 pounds two ways. 
Travel at 12.00 then return back around 6.30pm. We bought some things. 
I bought Hugo Boss perfume which cost me 40.50 pounds. 
Then a shirt, jacket and jeans which cost me 34pounds. 
Then we have dinner at Wokstatic which is a susyi restaurant here. We take the buffet deal which cost us 14.89 pounds each person. 

Hmm..from yesterday and today, I've already spent around 150pounds. It is a lot of money. but now, my saving still have 2145pounds.Hope that I can manage my money. 
Planning to bring some stuff back to MAlaysia, 
so need to save some money for the boxing day after Christmas.
 For sure I won't go back with empty handed....hiiihi... that's all for now. 
My life here is just normal. Can get used to the weather already. 
The food and have friends always be by my side to help.
 So, I feel fine here. My study?this first year here is not counted for the total result of my course
.As long as I pass the exam, I may further my study here. I think it is not a problem. 
Hope so. For the three month here, 
I can manage to cope with the course syllabus and the lecture.
 I can understand their ascent. They talk clearly and slow mode. 
I can ask and contribute my opinion in class. So, not to worry so much about my life here. 
I'm fine here. I'll promise to perform here. 
Not to forget all my loved ones in MAlaysia.. LOve you all!!!
can't wait to go back to Malaysia this summer. 

I'm planning to go back on 6th July 2011 and come back to UK on 1st October 2011. 
Hmm...I have chance to celebrate her birthday next year!

I Love You Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Life is not easy....

In this world not everything that we expect, 
we can get it just the exact way that we want things to be like.
 Sometimes things do make us feel down, sad and frustrated. Life is like a circle. 
Sometimes you may feel happy sometimes you feel that the world just against you. Everything seemed to be so complicated. You might not know who you are any more, 
you may not become how people expect you to be before.

 It is really not easy to fulfil everyone's expectations. 
Everything seems to be not fine. When you try to be yourself, people start to judge you. 
Sometimes I do feel like life is sometimes lack of honesty. 
People tend to do something that they don't like to persuade or make others satisfy.
 It is undeniable that it is good to retain the relationship. I myself do support this attitude. 

OK, that's doesn't matter. Sometimes I feel that I have been trapped in a cage.
 Can't move freely, can't enjoy the fullest of life like other people do.
 Everything that I do seems to be not right. 
Surrounding plays very important role in modelling someone into somebody else. 
The people, the culture and and the lifestyle really affect the attitude and behaviour of someone. 
But, as long as we remember God, nothing matters. 


Love, is a very wonderful word.
 It describes thousands of wonderful, sweet memories and meaningful moments.
 It is something abstract. some people may think that love need to be expressed in words by saying I love you, I miss you or anything. 
Some may prefer to show it through actions and some may tend to show love by giving presents.
 For me, love is something inside. People won't know the love that we have with someone.
 It is secretly saved in our own 'heart box'. 
Although we are not showing it but it doesn't reflect that we don't love the person.
 Or people may think that love only can be showed if we expressed it but I don't. 
It is difficult to make people believe us when every promise that we have made were broken. 
The trust may not slightly decay or may be totally burnt! 

In many cases I did not meant to hurt somebody's feeling but people do receive things differently. 
So, I have faced many misunderstanding situations with friends and also somebody I love.
 I always remind myself, Fir, don't you worry about this thing, life is like that.
 It is normal, in love there is no possibility of having nice and sweet moment all the times.
 Problems do exist to test the strength of the love. 
Never give up, just stay calm, face the difficulties with an open heart and always love her with all your heart and never betray her with or without her existence. 

Although I know that maybe her trust for me may almost not exist any more but 
I'm just hoping that her love for me never decay. Nobody is perfect, living without mistakes. We do need mistakes to learn from it. we do need hard time to face the challenge in the future. 
It is worth it to sacrifice now and to suffer now then to face it in the future.
 It is fine to learn something the hard way because you will never forget about it for the rest of your life. 

However, you can change for the better but you can't change someone
 they want to make the move to change.

 Life is meaningful, 
enjoy every single moment of life 
as long as
you have time to be

Trust me....

Thursday, November 25, 2010


Freddy Aguilar


Semasa engkau dilahirkan
Kau pun sudah satu impian
Impian nyata kurnia Illahi

Engkau anak istimewa
Kebahagian ibu ayah
Bila menangis dan juga tertawa

Hai anak kau tak mengerti
Betapa mulia pengorbanan mereka
Memberikan kasih-sayang
Agar dapat menikmati dunia

Masa silih berganti
Kau membesar tak dikenali
Cepat sungguh kau pandai bicara

Apa yang telah terjadi
Pada mereka kau derhaka
Mengapa begitu apakah salahnya

Hai anak kau tak mengerti
Betapa mulia pengorbanan mereka
Memberikan kasih-sayang
Agar dapat menikmati dunia

Kini kau telah tersesat
Hilang diri dan pedoman
Tak seorang pun mengambil peduli

Dan kini engkau menangis
Ibu ayah menghampiri
Walau engkau telah terpesong jauh

Hai anak kau tak mengerti
Betapa mulia pengorbanan mereka
Memberikan kasih-sayang
Agar dapat menikmati dunia

Hai anak kau tak mengerti
Betapa mulia pengorbanan mereka
Memberikan kasih-sayang
Agar dapat menikmati dunia

Kasihnya Ibu, Kasihnya Ayah....

 ‎'Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, cucurilah rahmat dan kasihilah kepada kedua ibu bapaku seperti mereke mengasihi dan menyayangiku sewaktu aku kecil'
      Jauhnya daku meninggalkan keluarga yang tercinta. Beribu batu jauhnya. 
Ya Allah..sesungguhnya kau teguhkanlah hati hambamu yang lemah ini 
Ya Allah untuk sentiasa bersabar mangharungi hari-hariku tanpa adanya insan-insan yang ku sayangi menemani. 

Hampir 2 bulan aku meninggalkan Malaysia, meninggalkan keluarga tercinta, 
meninggalkan sanak-saudara. Terasa seperti bertahun lamanya untuk aku mengharungi hari-hariku.  
Suaramu Ibu, suaramu ayah sangat ku rindu.
 Belaianmu ibu, belaianmu ayah amatku damba.
 Kasih sayang yang ibu dan ayah curahkan x kan pernah dapat ku balas walau dengan segunung emas. 
Hanya Tuhan yang dapat membalas jasa-jasa dan pengorbanan mereka. 

Ya Allah 
rahmatilah mereka, lindungilah mereka dari segala keburukan,
 berilah mereka kebahagiaan yang abadi, serikanlah hari-hari mereka dengan cahaya hidayahmu Ya Allah, warnailah hari-hari mereka dengan keceriaan dan kegembiraan. 

Ya Allah
 aku tak sanggup untuk menahan sebak untuk melihat mereka sedih YA Allah, aku lemah untuk membiarkan mereka kesepoian Ya Allah, aku x berdaya untuk membiarkan mereka sakit Ya Allah.
 Ya Allah sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang mentakdirkan segalanya. 
Semuanya di dalam pengetahuanmu 

Ya Allah.
 Ku bermohon padamu Ya Allah kau peliharalah mereka dari segala kesukaran dan kepayahan hidup ya Allah, murahkanlah rezeki mereka Ya Allah dan Tempatkanlah mereka kelak di tempat insan-insan yang beriman yang Engkau redhai Ya Allah.

ku rindukan belaian kasih sayangmu ibu, sifatmu yang penyabar, ibu....rindunya diriku padamu oh ibu...Ku sedar setiap saat dan waktu atas tujuanku ke seni.merantau dinegeri orang. 
Insya Allah adik akan pulang membawa kejayaan, segulung ijazah untuk buat ibu bangga. 
Adik sayang ibu.....Terima Kasih ibu sebab membesarkan adik sejak dari kecil. 
Jasamu sungguh mulia oh ibu.

betapa ku rindu padamu oh ayah, sifatmu yang tegas, kasih sayangmu. 
Adik tahu yang ayah sayang adik, ayah seorang yang lembut hati walaupun keras di luar, namun jauh di lubuk hati adik, adik percaya ayah sayang kami semua.
 Sungguh suci dan mulianya pengorbanan mu oh ayah. 
Sejak kecil ku dibesarkan dengan penuh kasih sayang.
 Jarang sekali untuk ayam mengatakan tidak kepada permintaan adik.
 Ayah....bertahun-tahun ayah bekerja keras mengharungi hujan dan panas membanting tulang untuk mencari rezeki untuk kami semua.Alangkan besarnya pengorbananmu oh ayah...

Adik doakan semoga ayah dipanjangkan umur, dikurniakan kesihatan, kebahagiaan dan dimurahkan rezeki oleh Allah.

Adik percaya,
 Walaupun kita bukan jutawan,bukan kartawan bukan orang kaya namun adik bahagia sangat kita sekeluarga bahagia dengan adanya kasih sayang. 

Biarlah apa orang nak kata asalkan kita bahagia..
 Insya Allah suatu hari sinar hidup kita akan bertambah bercahaya dengan adanya rahmat Allah.
 Adik berjanji sepanjang hayat adik x kan adik abaikan tanggungjawab adik sebagai anak ibu anak ayah. Akan adik jaga ibu dan ayah dengan sebaik baiknya hingga ke hembusan nafas terakhir. 

Ya Allah.. 
sesungguhnya aku berserah padamu ya Allah...Dikaulah yang berkuasa keatas segala sesuatu...
Tabahkanlah hati-hati kami Ya Allah....

Dikaulah pendorongku, jatuh bangunku,
 tempatku bermanja dan mengadu. 
Agungnya pengorbananmu ibu..
Agungnya pengorbananmu ayah...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

PERGH edisi 1


Ape yang menarik perhatian saye dalam PERGH adisi 1 yg diadakan di Imperial College London ialah di segmen yang terakhir iaitu islam pasti menang. Antara yang menarik perhatian saya ialah bagaimana peranan kita sebagai Muslim untuk berjuang untuk Islam dan apakah langkah-langkah yang wajar kita ambil untuk bersama-sama berjuang untuk islam. Definasi berjuang bukan untuk mengadakan rusuhan atau berperang atau bertelingkah. Berjuang bermaksud usaha untuk memabangunkan dan menyebarkan Islam dan membantu sahabat-sahabat kita dalam memeahami Islam dan seterusnya IsnyaAllah dapat melahirkan Muslim yang profesional.


Taubat nasuha (Proses Kembali kepada Allah)
-tiada manusia yang sempurna
-jangan pernak rasa putus asa dengan sifat pemurah Allah
-pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka
-Taubat masih diterima walau berkali-kali dosa yang sama diulang.
-Orang yang berdosa pun mampu/layak menegakkan Islam dan berjuang untuk Islam
-make sure taubat 100% (NO TURNING BACK!!!)


Togetherness ( Kebersamaan)
-Solat berjemaah
-berkongsi idea dan membantu yang lemah
-(kebersatuan+kesepakatan)= kekuatan

- Rasulullah S.A.W berjuang dengan cara berjemaah dan bukan bersendirian. Ini bermakna Rasulullah menggalakkan kita umatnya melakukan kerja dalam jemaah dan bukan sendirian.

"Jemaah, kumpulan yang mungkin lemah, tapi dibantu oleh Allah, tapi yang bercerai-berai, mereka akan menghadapi kekalahan disebabkan tikan dari belakang, perselisihan faham danj sebagainya"

Islam adalah sebuah agama yang mulia yang murni. Perjuangan harus dilakukan bersama-sama dalam hanya satu jemaah dan bukan berpecah-belah. mengapa harus berpecah-belah sedangkan motif dakwah dan konsep ajaran Islam hanya berpandukan sumber yang sama iaitu Al-Quran dan Hadith? Fikir-fikirkanlah.


-Jika kita rasa diri kita kurang ilmu, kita kene upgrade Ilmu kita.
dengan membaca, mengkaji, menyelidik dan berkongsio idea dan bertanyakan soalan pada pihak yang lebih mengetahui.
-sentiasa upgrade iman, ilmu dan beramal dengan ilmu.
-jika kita banyak ilmu jangan simpan seorang diri, kita dituntut untuk berkongsi ilmu tersebut dengan orang lain.
-sentiasa mantapkan pengetahuan agar mampu berhujjah dengan musuh-musuh Islam dan sewaktu dengannya.


Bersungguh-sungguh (ITQAN)
-kita kene series dalam menegakkan Islam dan dalam memperjuangkan Islam. Kita kene sentiasa menanamkan tekad dalam diri untuk membangunkan Islam.
-Istiqamah dalam usaha.


-apa yang telah kita buat hari ini untuk Islam
-berapa banyak dosa dan pahala yang kita lakukan hari ini
-bagaimanakah keadaan Umat Islam hari ini
-fikir tentang ciptaan Allah dan mengapa Allah melakukan sesuatu.
-fikir tentang kematian dan tujuan hidup kita dalam dunia yng sementara ini.

Wahai sahabat sekalian, janganlah kita pernah lupa tentang tujuan hidup kita di dunia ini kerana Allah yang menhidupkan kita dan kepada Allah jua kita akan kembali. Hidup di dunia hanya semantara, akhirat jualah tempat yang kekal abadi. Dunia yang kita pinjam ini hanyalah medan ujian kita sebagai hamba Allah. Dalam mengharungi hari demi hari, pasti kita diuji dengan pelbagai ujian dan godaan. Namun selagi mana kita sentiasa berpegang pada Tali Allah dan Al-Quran dan Hadith, Insya Allah kita selamat di dunia mahupun di akhirat. TAKBIR!!!

*maaf jika ada tersilap dalam penulisan ini. Diharap sahabat-sahabat dapat berkongsi idea dan memperbaiki kelemahan saya. Insya Allah.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

my nekchan

This is my buddy. I bought it here in The UK. Just about 2 pounds. I've bought one of this before in Malaysia for someone but it died because the person is too exited to water it.haha..never mind...I'll try my best to take care of  my buddy and see after three years am I manage to grow it?hmm...wait for it..My Nekchan will grow healthy and big....


Oh momonku.....

My Lovely Momon

Every night I can't sleep without my momon, It is freaking awesome, cute and soft. 
I can sleep just by hugging it for 2 minutes then I'll lost in my sleep.
 It is very comfy and moreover it is something that really meaningful to me. 
Although I'm far from her but as I hold momon I know that she is always in my heart. 
In my heart. All the time. And I know that she will never 
stop loving me till her last breadth.  

Love you dear.....


This is my first time I got flu here in the UK. It has made me very uncomfortable.
 I can't focus in the class. I was very sleepy throughout the day. 
My head was very heavy. All I did in class was just listen but my mind was blank.
 Don't know what the lectures were trying to say. I really hate this situation.
 Hope that my flu will recover soon. Today is like my worst day as I really passive in class.
 Don't know what am I doing. I was sneezing in class. It was really disturbing and annoying.
 Hmm...Throughout the class my eyes was warm and my nose is itchy. It was cold. 

The reason being why I got the flu is maybe because yesterday  went out in one piece and
 only wearing a piece of cloth. Not wearing my sweater and so on. I thought that it won't be that cold. 
But, that day was very cold. I was shaking. It was like being immersed into the refrigerator.
 I can't stand the cold. I regret of wearing just a piece of cloth.

 The next day I start to feel bad.. My body was weak. 
Then my nose starts to become itchy. Then I realise that I am having flu..
Hmmm...I really hate when I have flu. everything seems to be hard to me. I can't do almost everything. 
My head can't think of anything . It is like jam. I'm stuck. 

Flu....please leave me alone... I wANT TO BE HEALTHY......

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Sorry if I'm wrong

People make mistakes. Sometimes we don't even realise that we are making mistakes. 
It is not what we meant to do but shit does happen without our conciousness. 
Sometimes we made promises, but sometimes we do not realise that maybe
 accidentally we have break a promise. Things do happen. No body is perfect.
 The most important is you just need love somebody who is imperfect, perfectly.
 Than you will realise and feel that true love does exist. 

"Perfection only can be achieved when one person completed the other person."

I do love you since we met, since I know who you r, since I realise that you r special, since I realise that you r the one and my love for you will never fades but blooming before, now and forever it will be. And I promise you, you will be the one if God will. 

Sorry for my mistakes

'I love you not for who you r but what I am when I am with you'


Thursday, October 14, 2010

I'm playing squash????

yeah!today is my off day. I don't have class for today because I'm in the group B. The group A has class today. So this morning I went to the coventry city to cash in my money. Then I went to the sport direct to change my shoes. I am very impress with the service that is provided in the sport direct because when I went for exchange, I did not bring the receipt because I lost it. But the thing is she trusted me and allowed me to get another shoes for exchange. It was so amazing!!!I'm feel very happy about it. Then I went to Chicken Cottage to have lunch. I've ordered 16 pieces of chicken 4 fries and two large beverages and guest what, the meal is for 2 person...haha. It was huge meal. I've manage to finish the meal after inviting some friends to join me. Then I went back and my house mate offer me to play squash with him. It was my first time playing squash. I never touch or been to a squash court before. It was such a wonderful experience. I played quite well as the technique is not much different from badminton. However I've injured my elbow because I swing the racquet too hard. I've sprayed some medicine I think it should be ok. Then after that I have dinner at the MSA gathering. It was such an amazing event. Good food, can get to know more Malaysian, Brunei, and singaporean. And now, I'm home!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Let's READ.....!!!

The first class was ok. I can follow the class quite good. Their language is quite simple and easy to understand. Some reading materials were given and I need to read it and answer some questions and make short notes out of the reading materials. It is good for me because through this process I can learn things properly and more efficient. Hopefully I can go through with all the challenges throughout my study in this term. Wish me luck guys..I'll try my best to make my family proud of me. Insya Allah..Amin

Monday, October 11, 2010

"This I Promise You"

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes 
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you... 

This is my promise

Dear Loved Ones, 

Here are my promises to you:

  • As I come back after three years, we will get engage
  • During my time in The UK, I'll behave
  • I promise I will always love you
  • I promise I will never forget to miss you
  • I promise I never forget our promises
  • I promise I will marry you maybe 2016
  • I promise I'll write to you or text you
  • I promise to make sure you are updated with my life in UK
I want you to know that I promise to love you miss you care about you previous, now and forever

your love

Cooking?Oh...come on...

Can somebody teach me how to cook please.....!!!

life in the UK

Ibu, ayah,keluarga...sayangku,sahabat sekalian....
Alhamdulillah di kesempatan ini saye akan berkongsi sedikit sebanyak tentang kehidupan saye di UK sepanjang saye berada di sini selama 8 hari ni...
untuk entri time saye update lg...sayang maaf dady x post entry baru..dady just need time.

Ok. I've arrived in the UK on the 2nd of October 2010. I took a MAS plane from KLIA to London.
The flight took 13 hours but I was not bored because there was tv and games to watch and play.
They also served foods for the passengers. I sat in the middle of the plain.
All of us were wearing suit on the lucky day. It was such a sad day to leave our loved ones. Tears were pouring everywhere on my face. I could see the sad faces among my friends and parents.
My love ones cried non stop. I think for 2 days..
Hmm...I don't know what to do. I don't have any choice but to go for UK to further my study.
It is a one in a life time opportunity. Among thousands of students I am chosen
to be given place to further my study in the UK.
More than 200 students are being sent to UK on that day. It is mixed with the
PPC and KPM students. Here I stay off campus.

I do not stay in the room provided by the campus but
I stay in a house some where in Coventry. The road named Queensland Avenue.
I have got the offer for accommodation on campus which is roots but I have rejected it.
The reason why I did so is because the rent is cheaper. I can save a lot of money if I stay off campus. Moreover the house that I rent now is the cheapest house that you can find in Coventry.
It is 150 per month including the electric fees and foods. I'm happy because
all my house mates are muslim and male. There are 4 rooms all together in this house.
6 people staying in  this house including me. On the first day I arrived in this house,
I was very shocked because it was messy and full with stuff.
According to the story by the senior this house has been rent since 1994 by muslim students.
They stayed here but when they leave, they did not bringtheir things back.
They leaved them in the house. The house is more likely looks like a store.

 My housemates are syafiq, acap, chip,kamal n abang jo. On the first day in this house acap
 had bought me a cupboard. It is very big. 3 doors with shelves. It is very nice. He bought it from IKEA.
However the problem was we need to assemble the woods ourselves.
So, we just follow the manual and our best to assemble it. It took 2 hours to assemble the cupboard. Actually, at first the cupboard is meant to be acap's cupboard but because
 he is a kind person he donates the cupboard to me because he sees my things are so many.
 It cost him 69pounds. It is not cheap but he gave it to me. How nice he is...thanks acap.

The weather here is cold. I couldn't stand the cold on the first day and I was jet lag.
 Although I was wearing a thick sweater but I still can feel the cold.
 The temperature is 15 degree Celsius. I stay off campus so I need to take a bus to the University.
 It takes 20 minutes by bus from my place to the University.
The bus here are all double decker. The bus fare is 1.50 per way but you can get
 the day saver ticket for one day travelling for 3.2 pounds.

My roomates is chip. I need to share bed with him as there is only a bed in the room.
gratefully the bed is queen size. It still can fit in 2 people. Usually in the house in Malaysia
 they use aircond but here they use heater.

 Since the first day I was here
 the house is occupied with wifi and tv channels. The internet connection is very fast as fast as
100 megabytes. It is very fast that you can download movie in just 8 minutes.
It is great that this house has wifi so that I can online free and contact my loved
ones and family in Malaysia. I'm very proud to be a Malaysian.

 The people here is nice and helpful. Only when they are normal.
I mean when they are drunk they lost their normal way of thinking. They might harm you.
 Usually, after 5pm most of the locals will warm up themselves by taking alcohols.
The problems is they may lose control on their action.
So be aware...

Life as a University student is not easy, we are being based on our performance in
class and also our reading. They will know how far have we read and how many
books have we read just by looking at our points and elaborations in our assignment.
 Here they aspect us to work on ourselves. Independent learning.

 For the first year,
 there are three terms for us to go through. Each term is three months. The first year's result
will not counted as long as we pass the exam, we may have chance to continue our second year here.
 In the class there are only us, meaning 52 of us from MALAYSIA are placed in the same class
 and we are not mixed with the locals.

We may interact with the locals by joining clubs and society.
It is our opportunity to get to know their attitudes,cultures and also belief. The most important thing is when we make friends with the locals we may have high possibilities to learn their accent.
 It is very nice to speak to them because they can speak very well as the language is their mother tongue. They can speak non-stop and with a high speed. They have a lot of ideas to say.
Maybe they read a lot. At first it was very hard to catch up with their accent.
I only understand some words when they speak.

 Another problem is I can understand them but it is hard for me to reply to them.
 I need time to think of words and correct sentences. I am aware of my grammar when I
speak as I don't want people to look down on me or make fun of me.
Although I know that it sounds funny sometimes. People says, we need to learn from mistakes and practice makes perfect. So almost everyday I have made conversation with the people from different countries.
We spoke English.

The results are amazing because within 4 days I can already understand 70% when they
 speak although it still hard. I also can speak to them without fear. My communication skills also have been improving since I was here.

 The university is very big. There are varieties of faculties available here.
Students from different countries have come here to studies different kind of courses. Their dress code is knew it. Most of them wear sexy shirts,shorts skirts, they are blond and tall. I wonder why they are so fair, tall and their nose is beautiful. Hmm...I hope I could be like them but now I already grateful on how God has made me.

 During the sports fair, I've joined the badminton club.
 I need to pay 5 pounds for the club fees and also the fees for the Warwick Sports Centre Club fees which cost me a total of 50 pounds.
 It is quite expensive to me but it worth it because I can use almost every facilities that are available in the sports centre such as the badminton court, swimming pool, tennis court, football court,
basketball court and many more. The member card valid for one year.
I can booked a court one hour each day. They provide the net but the shuttles
 you have to bring your own but they also sell it at the counter. Moreover whoever does
not have any racquet may rent it with 1.86pounds each.

Talking about badminton I'm very into this sport as I played badminton since I was 12.
 Badminton is all about speed and power. The techniques also important to make you a good player.

To cut it short, I've went to the trials on the 6th of October. I played for Malaysia.
 I'm very proud to be Malaysian. I started the game very well by beating some white guys.
Although they are much taller than me, but it does not meant that they are better than me.
The fighting spirit is the main role in winning a game. I managed to continue to the next stage which was the second trial on the next day. t was not an easy mission.

 In the first trial there were three different classes for badminton players.
The first one is beginner, next is intermediate and finally the advanced player.
 I went for the advanced player. Among the advanced player, the badminton group members have filtered some of us to go for the second trial. It means that in the second trial only good player will play.

 During the second trial, the team members have decided to choose only 13 players to join the badminton team among 50 to 60 players. After having matches with other players.
 The best among the best players were chosen I'm very lucky to be chosen as one of the player in the team. It was like a dream come true. I'm very happy.
It was a record for me to play badminton with people all around the world and finally I was chosen to be the best among the best. Alhamdulillah. I hope to perform better in the future in the team. The next practice is on Tuesday 12th October at 7.30pm. I can't wait to go for the practice.

Here I need to use UK Lebara number which is 07586764911.
Lebara to Lebara is free text and free call. the rate for calling to Malaysia is 5 pence and for text is 10 pence per text.

Tomorrow is going to be my first day to lecture.
 I'm kind of nervous because some of the seniors have spoken to me about the lecture.
They said that I will going to be very busy with my works and researches.
 I hope that I can cope with the lesson and syllabus.
Wish me luck guys.

Love you all...